fukaimetsu: Pneuma closeup (Xenoblade 2 - Pneuma)
2024-11-25 08:39 pm

[sticky entry] Sticky: Intro

Hello, I'm michi . This journal is dedicated to post my fannish/fangirling stuff such as thoughts, fanfic, fan commentary, theories, headcanon, analysis of my favorite characters, ship, and series. Basically it just my fangirling space.
I sometime doing archiving too.


I have a lot of fandom & OTP but my current brainrot are : Xenoblade, Xenoseries (Xenosaga & Xenogears), Umamusume, Avemujica, Girls Band Cry, etc

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fukaimetsu: art by : ahozurDAYO (Default)
2026-03-25 05:59 pm

【Impression】Eva & Rebellion Route

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Okay, I’ll just put both the Eva and Rebellion routes in one post since the Eva route is really short and they’re on similar branches anyway.

Beware of spoilers.

 

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fukaimetsu: Orfe's smile (Uma Musume - Orfevre)
2026-03-21 10:34 am

【Impression】Slasher Route


Aight, I finally finished the Slasher route!

I’ve been really busy, so I haven’t played much, but I finally got the chance to complete this route.

As usual, spoilers beware.

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fukaimetsu: Janni's tea (Uma Musume - Dream Journey)
2026-03-18 02:23 pm

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slasher route is honestly kind of fun.
although it's kinda long tho.
anyway I really, think handora is the kind of game you *shouldn't* marathoning or rushing in,  because this game need to be enjoyed without feeling burnout tbh.
glad I took like long break from this game and can enjoy the filler route without the baggage of feeling burnout
fukaimetsu: Malos upset face (Xenoblade 2 - Malos)
2026-02-14 09:00 am

【Archive】Xenosaga ODM - Gender

So in Xenosaga ODM (Xenosaga official supplementary material) I found some interesting section in their content, there's apparently "Gender" section where it's basically elaborate the concept of gender within Xenosaga's world. Naturally I am interested & tried to translate it through translation tool!
PS: My translation & text transcribe might not be accurate, so please take it with grain of salt & I would prefer if you didn't use it as reference.




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fukaimetsu: V'ehxness Sprite (Hundred Line - V'ehxness)
2026-01-17 08:15 am

【Impression】Casual Route



Okay, I finally wrote my impressions of the Casual route after getting burned out from writing (I had an endoscopy this week and also accompanied my mom to the doctor). As usual, spoilers ahead.
 

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fukaimetsu: Eito's psycho (Hundred Line - Aotsuki Eito)
2026-01-11 05:21 pm

【Impression】Killing Game route



Okay, it’s been a while since I finished the Killing Game route (and I’m currently going thru' the Casual route), so I decided to write down my impressions while they’re still fresh. As usual, spoiler warning.


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fukaimetsu: V'ehxness Sprite (Hundred Line - V'ehxness)
2026-01-06 07:01 pm

【Impression】V'ehxness route



Finally finished V'ehxness route and surprisingly it's very short, but I am enjoyed it so far & here we goo

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fukaimetsu: art by : ahozurDAYO (BanG Dream | Ave Mujica - Togawa Sakiko)
2026-01-06 01:45 pm

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Doing V'ehxness route and I honestly more invested with whatever happened between the commanders.
it is also interesting to learn more about Futuran culture too.
I think this route is refreshing because we barely learn about the commanders beside enemies of the week in Saturday cartoon.
So seeing their personality and their agenda is very intriguing!
fukaimetsu: art by : ahozurDAYO (Hundred Line - Amemiya Darumi)
2026-01-06 07:49 am

【Impression】Cult of Takumi Route


Okay, so I finally finished the Cult of Takumi route! I’ve already done both endings 41 and 42.

Spoiler warning!!!!!


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fukaimetsu: Eito's psycho (Hundred Line - Aotsuki Eito)
2026-01-03 08:42 am

【Impression】Handora Prologue


Okay, since I finally finished Handora prologue, I decided to write my impression here!

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fukaimetsu: art by : ahozurDAYO (Hundred Line - Amemiya Darumi)
2026-01-02 07:11 pm
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HNY everybody!
Anyway I am going to talk A LOT of handora in this blog because god it consumed my life.
I will give my thought on handora prologue later
fukaimetsu: art by : ahozurDAYO (Granblue Fantasy - Byleistr)
2025-09-20 01:16 pm

Byleistr apperance after 10 years....

 


So GBF’s main quest just updated and, for the first time in what feels like 2,141,251 years, we finally get Byleistr Arcus’ appearance. Maybe some people don’t know this, but even though I’m not really into GBF anymore, I used to be super into it back around 2016. The reason I’m writing this isn’t because I’m a Byleistr fan or anything, but because he’s directly tied to my absolute favorite character(basically my kamioshi at this point) and he's Loki. Yes, Loki is one of my all-time favorite characters in the entire series. I love him so much that it overrides my contempt for the franchise. Proof? The fact that I still pay attention to the main story (not the events) should be enough of a clue. Loki is the one anchor keeping me tied to this pile of mess of a series.

 

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fukaimetsu: Digitan kimo kao (Uma Musume - Agnes Digital)
2025-09-14 11:30 pm

【Rambling】some stuff about Malos

 
I'm just doing egosa on JPs twitter and found some interesting interpretation regarding N's sword & Malos:

So basically the one who slay Na'el curse—who, having despaired over humans killing each other, was made into God's proxy—was the Sword of the End (Logos) held by N, right? And this is support Rex's answer when he said that both Pneuma AND Logos would save the world: that Malos, once Amalthus’s Blade, cut himself free from the chains of the past, became a new self, and chose to protect the world together with someone else moving forward.

This is honestly such a good interpretation omg. I feel like maybe Logos (Malos) was being “tested” in Aionios—the collective unconscious of humanity, facing the fear of the future—yet Malos still couldn’t move on from his past. After the lessons he learned in Alrest, he finally understood what his answer was and how to improve himself. He chose to ally with Noah because Noah’s view aligned with his own: that Aionios deserved to be destroyed and humanity should face an uncertain future together.

But then things changed: Noah became N, choosing instead to maintain the status quo. Then Alpha (Ontos) appeared, wanting to erase everything. Rather than fixing anything, Alpha just wanted to “dump” everything and ignore the problems, which is a big no-no. Alpha used Na’el’s hatred of soldiers and war to make her the perfect vassal for his plan. Pneuma and Logos disagreed. Pneuma’s disagreement wasn’t surprising, but Logos’s was, and it’s shown when N gives his power to slay Na’el’s core. Symbolically, that act represents Logos defying Ontos’s plan.

Maybe it’s coincidence, but what if N or Noah unconsciously agreed? Perhaps Malos believed Noah’s revolutionary side was still there, just… not the right time, or not the right version of Noah. This is also shown during the N vs. Noah showdown after the eclipse: when Noah’s Ouroboros form destroys N’s sword, it’s basically symbolic of Malos/Logos giving up on N. Malos doesn’t want to stay trapped in the “endless now” he wants to move forward.



fuck, I am crying, it just makes me excited about the possibility of Malos being in XB4....Takahashi please do not fucking disappoint me

fukaimetsu: Janni's tea (Uma Musume - Dream Journey)
2025-08-04 09:19 am

Janni & Orfe Stories Archival Project

Okay guys, I just got all the files for Janni & Orfe’s stories through Hachimi.
So, I’m thinking of dumping all the lines into this blog for archival purposes. I think this might be the biggest project I've ever done, not only will I be uploading their Ikusei (career) stories, but also all their lines from the home screen, support cards, events, and more.

I don’t think I’ll do this for all Umamusu, just for my oshiuma

I’m still unsure whether I should include translations since I’m not that good at Japanese and will probably rely on MTL, friends, etc. But I think the translations might still help folks get the gist of the stories, even if they're a bit half-assed, hahaha.

But hey, I’m doing this for myself and out of pure self-indulgence. I’ll probably ask some of my friends who know Japanese to help proofread, too.

Anyway, I’m super excited!
Please stay tuned!


 
fukaimetsu: art by : ahozurDAYO (Xenoblade 3 - N)
2025-07-05 07:50 pm

XB3 isn't the fault of Xenoblade' Future Direction

I find it funny how people blame Xenoblade 3 for introducing the "multiverse" or "alternate universe" concept when Xenoblade 2 was the one that started the whole "different world, connected universe, and alternate universe" thing.

I just saw Xenoblade X's Chapter 13 ending, and somehow, I’m not surprised it went in that direction. It’s bizarre how people say they hate Xenoblade’s direction because of XB3 when XB2 was the one that pressed the button first. Xenoblade 3 is just the result of what XB2 set up. If you dislike how XB3 started making connections, then you should hate what XB2 did too—like introducing Klaus and bringing back the fucking Zohar.

Yes, the Zohar is the reason for this mess. I don’t know why anyone is surprised by the multiverse stuff when the Zohar is right there. The Zohar/Conduit’s existence and if Xenoblade follows Xenosaga’s worldbuilding—the whole Lower Domain situation is basically a recipe for alternate universes. I can’t imagine how anyone thought everything was linear when the Zohar is involved.

Trust me, I don’t usually like multiverse plots, but in Xenoblade’s case (or the Xeno series as a whole), it makes sense because they’ve already established lore that supports it, like, the Zohar’s function, the Upper Domain, multiple Lower Domains, the Collective Unconscious, etc. So I’m not mad if they go that route, especially after XB2 revealed that Alrest is fucking Earth and XB1’s world is just a different dimension.

I feel like people expect Xenoblade to be like Final Fantasy or Fire Emblem, where each entry is completely unrelated. But Xeno has never been like that. Ever since Xenogears and Xenosaga, the series has always been a continuous franchise with a shared universe. It’s basically like Star Wars or Star Trek. Takahashi and Soraya have always wanted their own sci-fi epic games in the vein of Western Sci-Fi.

I’m so glad I played Xenosaga before this discourse started, so I expected XBXDE to connect to the main trilogy. The next Xenoblade will probably be set after XB3 with returning characters (like Malos), so I know what to expect.

At this point, people should accept that Xenoblade isn’t "Nintendo’s Final Fantasy", it’s "Nintendo’s Star Wars Anime RPG."
fukaimetsu: Malos upset face (Xenoblade 2 - Malos)
2025-05-04 07:35 pm

【Headcanon】Xenoblade #02

Something that's been on my mind....

Thinking about how each Xenoblade entry focuses on one of the Trinities, where the narrative and story revolve around how the Trinity behaves, it feels so much like a reflection of human "fantasies" about "female" and "male" fantasy. It's hard to explain, but take XB2 for example, where the main focus is Pneuma. Pneuma's personalities (Pyra & Mythra) behave a lot like what the "ideal" woman looks like from a male point of view. People often think Pyra and Mythra’s demeanor is for Rex, but I digress — I think there’s some meta-commentary in the story. Their portrayal wasn’t meant to titillate Rex, but rather the player (at least that’s what I think). Pyra and Mythra's personalities follow popular female character archetypes or tropes that are well-liked by male audiences in Japanese media. Pyra being the Yamato Nadeshiko (Ideal Wife), while Mythra is the tsundere, adding moe and cuteness, one of the most popular archetypes in many danseimuke media.

It just makes me think that the Trinity Processors were really designed to appeal to, and incorporate, many tropes that players like. In XB1, Ontos feels like a character designed for both male and female players, like Ontos is a combination of both. Though personally, I feel Alvis was more catered to female audiences, hahaha.

As for Logos, we don’t know yet because we haven’t had a Logos-focused game (and no, XB3 doesn’t count, Logos doesn’t play an active role there). But we can guess that Malos seems designed with male audiences in mind, maybe because his resonator was a man (Amalthus). So in a way, Malos or Logos  tailored his personality to appeal to male sensibilities.

Damn, I’m rambling, but I wonder if the Trinity behaves that way based on which human they resonate with? Pneuma resonates with men, and Ontos resonates with both women and men, so their personality and demeanor are tailored to be an idealized version of the gender their ''resonator" represents. Since Logos also resonated with a man, maybe he's also tailored to appeal to males fantasy?

Hmmm... I wonder which gender the XB4 protagonist will be, and who they'll resonate with — Logos, perhaps? Just makes me curious.
fukaimetsu: Malos upset face (Xenoblade 2 - Malos)
2025-04-30 07:10 pm

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Thinking that more or less confirmed Monolith soft pay attention to their fanbase meme and feedback. and Lucky 7 being Fiora is reference of Fiora nickname to not spoiling her identity. makes me wonder if Monolith staff or Takahashi is aware of Metsublade or Malos being menhera boy magnet meme in the community....
would be funny if Malos or Logos latched onto another mentally ill men again for the fourth time LOL.
fukaimetsu: art by : ahozurDAYO (BanG Dream | Ave Mujica - Togawa Sakiko)
2025-04-15 07:14 pm

【Headcanon】Avemuji #01 - Sakiko's Media Taste

I want to write my headcanon about Sakiko’s media taste. I was thinking—since Sakiko is the one who wrote most of Ave Mujica’s lore, script, and worldbuilding—it makes me wonder if she has experience making her own chuuni OC universe. And doesn’t that technically make Ave Mujica her OC? No wonder she’s so mad at Nyamu for ruining everything, LMAO. #nyamuhate

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fukaimetsu: Noah in sunset (Xenoblade 3 - Noah)
2025-04-09 08:39 am

talking about Aegis age-coding just makes you looks stupid

This frustrates me because Xenoblade fans can be fucking weird. It’s really annoying whenever I see people trying to assign "age-coding" to Pyra and Mythra—like they’re supposed to be "teen-coded" or "adult-coded." Literally, who the fuck cares? They’re computers.

I know people do this because of Protestant moral panic—oh nyo, the Big Tits Computer Ladies are "grooming" a 15-year-old boy into being their husband, or they need to justify jerking off to Blade ladies by claiming they’re "adults." It’s such an asinine and shallow interpretation that amounts to nothing. These sword women are artificial intelligence, their age DOES NOT FUCKING MATTER!!! You can’t apply a normal human age perspective to them.

What’s also reaaaalllllly curious is how they only do this to Pyra and Mythra but not Malos. Somehow, Malos is defaulted to "adult," even though he acts more like a goddamn teenager than Pythra ever did. (As I’ve written before, Pyra and Mythra display far more emotional maturity and rationality than people give them credit for.)

I know I shouldn’t look into it too much, but it’s really fucking weird how they insist the female personas are "teen-coded." It reeks of infantilization. The series itself shows that the male persona (Malos) is far more childish than the female personas (Pyra/Mythra), yet I’ve never seen anyone call Malos "teen-coded." What’s frustrating is that people only label Pyra and Mythra as teens because they don’t want to be seen as endorsing "grooming" (which is fucking dumb—they’re not, even if they were "adult-coded"). Meanwhile, nobody calls Jin a groomer or manipulator toward Malos, even though Jin is technically much older and call the ship is abusive because Malos indirectly caused Jin’s suffering.

That aside, I don’t care if you ship Pythra/Rex or Jin/Malos—I couldn’t care less about shipping discourse, and they’re just fictional. But I do care when this happens to my favorite characters. People slap unnecessary labels and shallow interpretations on them just because they’re terrified of their Protestant moral values, as if their ship might "indicate grooming." or they dislike a certain ship because their low IQ think fictional shipping contribute to Real Life Criminal statistics.

Newsflash: The Trinity Processor doesn’t have fucking ages. They aren’t "teen/adult-coded" or whatever bullshit you’ve concocted. They’re AI, and their personalities are shaped by the humans who resonate with them. You can’t just shove human age categories onto them—their very existence contradicts that. They’re not human, figuratively, they’re more like deities.

People who insist on age-coding the Trinity Processors deserve to be shoved into a locker. I swear, these types are always the most annoying.